Conflicts In Me
Conflicts In Me
To the left, I am a caged being
A loner with no one to talk to
I am bottled up,
With the anger, the bitterness
Frustrating emotions s ending me to Mars
And back
Yet I find entirely no one to confide in I cry the whole night in solitude Lonely, cold and tormenting nights
I am tainted by the hate That is deep inside of me I am just a loner
Bound in a suffocating box of loneliness
To the right, I am a free spirit
Very benevolent, cheerful and sophisticated, I can turn a dull moment
To humor
I can make you laugh until
You crack your ribs
I have the heart of gold That which I can spread To your corrugated heart To make it semi gold
Oh! Did I mention that I can
Listen
I am a listener like no other. Those troubles you have
I can set you free.
The question still remains
Who am I really?
I am walking civil war,
A black and white horse
Which does not know which color is dominant
I remain at the same place
Whirling in circles
In an urge to find myself
In this conflicting war
Of s elf torrents.
Written By
Fadzai Mudekwa follow her of facebook here
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